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Mon Nov 24, 2008, 12:44 AM

My life is so chaotic right now. Two horrible jobs and full time school and my wonderful boyfriend. I have no time for anything but these rare late night rendevous with my computer. I draw still but it has been reduced to once in a very great while. This weekend I took off so I could be with my man in the most beautiful city I have ever been. It scares me to have to go back to the tiny conservative hell that I live in. But mostly only because I will be away from him.
Its going to sound lame, very lame, but Im going to umm "rant" a little.
I dont understand why the one thing that takes me away from my mundane and busy life has to be so far away from me. I dont understand why the one person who I honestly believe I can tell everything to lives where he does. I cope and manage when we are away, it just makes me wish even more that I could be with him all the time. I value every single second. Its stable he is there and I think he will be for a long time. I am happy and relieved to have him and its weird. Its the one that you always have had a little crush on, you know? But you dont really pursue it because you think you arent good enough. But I suppose I am because he picked me out of all the others he could have. I just miss him all the time hes away.
Im here now, I have peace of mind. Thank you so much.
I love you.

... Whew... thats done. Now my next little rant. WHY THE HELL IS IT NOT COLD YET??? We are going to have 80 degree weather for thanksgiving.. How freaken horrible is that? I want my cold scarf weather.

anywho. byye.

--Sophie

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*meradragon Nov 24, 2008, 12:48:12 AM

maaan, I know how you feel!! Nat's in Africa right now, and it's been nine days since I've last spoken to him D:

HE can't respond, but he can receive, so I'm sending him emails every night. but I miss him D:

*hughug* In about a month, I'll be coming back to our little conservative hell! save me a seat, will you?

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English doesn't borrow from other languages; English follows other languages down dark alleys, knocks them over, and sifts through their pockets for loose grammar.
-James Nicoll

I am the butter on the toast of lies!

~SophieDragon Nov 24, 2008, 11:41:06 AM

I will front row, and I will bring umbrellas in case they decide to trow holy water. OOh! I cant wait for you to come down I miss you!!
Is he still coming down around christmas? Or is that postponed?

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Nobody grows old... We just crease and fold, like the laundry

*meradragon Nov 24, 2008, 5:16:33 PM

postponed. it was unlikely he'd make it by then, anyway, but hey, shoot for the best

!
I think I forgot to update you on current events. I'll send you a note, kk?

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English doesn't borrow from other languages; English follows other languages down dark alleys, knocks them over, and sifts through their pockets for loose grammar.
-James Nicoll

I am the butter on the toast of lies!